I'm sorry to all those deviants who watch me, and those who I watch, and especially all of my DA family -- -- I keep going away for wekks at a time, and I'm sorry I hardly ever answer comments or update, orcomment on your work too... It's not that I hate you guys, DA or anything else, I'm just so bogged down with the ridiculous slog of my upcoming GCSEs (even though they're a year away, the government decided to make it so even people who don't want it have to drown in work), and thus I have been online less and less. And even once I've finished coursework and pther tasks, I have to do revision, because if left to the last minute it kills you.

DA has ben the one place I can really show my colours, and I have really enjoyed and appreciated that. Words can't describe how thankful I am to all of you, and I hope you won't hate me. I won't be angry if you do, though, because I've been terrible, comitting to something I can't. I'd give anything for just a few more hours a day to check up on you guys, and I wish I could do something about being so useless.

You mean more to me than anything, but like I've had to learn with other things, I have to climb other obstacles before I can reach a time when I have only what I want. I hope that by being more on top of my homework this year I can have some more free time, but I can't promise anything.

I'm so sorry, and thank you to those of you who have read this rant. This doesn't mean I'm leaving forever, it's just that I can't really do as much as I'd want to on here. I'll probably only be able to come on very occasionally, and not really do much anyway. I might as well be dead, but I could never leave.

I love you all more than you could ever know, I'm just so sorry I'm useless at showing it. *hug* I'll try my best for you, I really will...